Hi all,
I know, it's been ages. When I look back on some of my old posts here... it's amazing to me how God got me through the struggles that I went through. I truly miss writting about everything, which is wierd I know. This was my outlet, my way to let my feelings come through my fingertips. I'm sure that I will start a new blog soon, my husband and I have surrendered to start a church in Alaska. So I will be starting a blog about that. But to kind of tie up loose ends here... that's my point for posting again. I don't want to delete this blog. I want to look back and remember how God has blessed me...
I have the most amazing God ever. I was told I would have a 1% chance of getting pregnant. Look what I have. I would love to find that doctor, and show her my two beautiful children. Baker Riley was born in June 2009, and Katherine Rae (Katie Rae) was born on Thanksgiving day, November 25th, 2010. (I never posted about her birth! So sorry... Got really out of blogging world)
But truely, God has blessed me. Please remember, if you are reading my blog and are struggling with infertility. Even if you can't see through the pain you are in right now, God is still there. Even if you can't see Him, He's still there. I remember struggling with daily life just because I had the strongest desire to be a mother. I remember (to my shame) throwing my hands up to God and asking why... and thinking horrible thoughts about giving up my relationship with Him.
Please feel free to email me, I'm always open to talking about infertility. It was my life for well over four years. May God bless each of you... with your desire to be a mother. Just remember to be open to learn what He may be trying to teach you in every trial, fertile or not.
Emily
