Test Results & You're not alone.

Test Results...

For some reason, Phil and I were both nervous going into the appointment today. I have no idea, we just were... They took us back, and I got ready... Right ovary, nothing. Left ovary, One. And it's size was... 18. Trigger shot was not given. My heart felt like it hit a pile of broken glass. It was all I could do not to break down while she finished.... Phil walked me to my car while I was tearing up, he kept saying... "It will happen, it will..." That is so hard to believe after three years and four months of nothing happening. So needless to say... today isn't a red letter day.

I was on my way back from the appointment and had the radio on... this song by Meredith Andrews came on... The words spoke to my heart, and made me cry even harder... Sometimes, even though I know I'm not... I feel so alone.

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I searched for love, when the night came, and it closed in, I was alone, but you found me, where I was hiding, and now I'll never ever be same, it was the sweetest voice, that called my name sayin...

You're not alone, For I am here, let me wipe away your every fear, My love I've never left your side, I have seen you through the darkest night, And I'm the one that who's loved you all your life, All of your life

You cry your self to sleep, cause the hurt is real, and the pain cuts deep, all hope seems lost, with heart ache your closest friend, and everyone else long gone, you've had to face the music on your own, but there is a sweeter song that calls you home, saying

You're not alone, For I am here, let me wipe away your every tear, My love I've never left your side, I have seen you through the darkest nights, And I'm the one who's love you all your life, All your life

Faithful and true...

Forever, For my love will carry you...